today is a bad day, a very bad one. it's one of those times that makes me realize all the failures i've done and the regrets i had, which i'm adding one to the list right now. it's when i get all too sensitive where just one touch of average sad movie would make me cry. it was extremely bad to the point where i drank so much water, which i normally dont, to replace my body fluid that wasted in tears.

the world is ugly, so very ugly. i suck at life. nothing ever comes right. i can never get the one thing i want. i dont think i will ever be the person i want to be. i'm not a people person and people has never liked me, never do, never will. i'm tired. if i let this one thing go, i dont know what i'm looking for anymore.

maybe it looks like i'm making a big deal out of one problem but who cares? it's my mood, i have right to have mood swings. and it's not just one problem. it's like adding one big chunk right onto the top of the lump that has been compiling lately.

I've got a mind boggling, sense numbing, heart pounding, stomach flipping, take-my-breath-away, head-over-heels, knee shaking, daydreaming, butterfly fluttering crush on you.





























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