Monday, August 10, 2009

i should stop being obsessed with JJ goodies! it's killing my wallet and definitely not good for my health by worrying and over-thinking about how to get some certain goods. somebody teach me please =3=;;;

currently feeling down. just had this fight with my mom because of me being a selfish girl. what's wrong with being selfish when we're talking about my stuff here? i dont like my stuff to be touched by other people and if i dont allow it then it will be end of discussion. it's not like the end of the world if she doesn't use mine. she still can use others as substitute, why must she insist on mine? >;(

and what's wrong with revenge? i know it's not good, but it's just the way i am. i take things seriously. when people do me bad, i will definitely carve it to my mind and take revenge on them. one wrong doing spoils all the good deed. if all people thought like my mom, forgetting all terrible past, letting behind people's bad attitude towards you, no revenge, then we would still be in eden. no need for corrupt government leading this fucked up world. she said it's not like the world would go in chaos if i just forgot what my friend had done to me and helped her out. well, i also think it's not like the world would go in chaos if i prefer to ignore her and dont help her at all ;/

I'm shaking at the thought that you're everything I want 11:44 PM