Thursday, September 11, 2008

I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE ........... !!!!!!!!! URGH~!!
i wanna forget everything and go somewhere else far away where i cant be found and only to be found when i want to and when i need to
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do you know how much your words hurt me sometimes? i just never realized it when you said it but when i was alone and replaying the scene it dawned on me the true meaning behind those words. i get it. in this fucked up life you're the superior and i'm the inferior in this matter. there were times, many countless times, where i wanted to change the behavior but i just couldn't, unconsciously kept avoiding it. is it an inborn skill or just me that didn't try hard enough?

I'm shaking at the thought that you're everything I want 8:53 PM