she likes beautiful things
i like jaejoong

she doesn't like to be alone
i don't like a world without jaejoong

she reads newspaper
i read yunjae fic

she's thinking of how to get a job
i'm thinking of how to get close to jaejoong

she'd rather getting together with her family
i'd rather enjoying myself seeing jaejoong pic

*****

o1
you told me you didnt tell her. bullshit. i dont like liars. there's plenty of time i dont understand you. what you want, what you think about me, what you see me as. but you lying to me is just too much to take. or maybe you were just saying whatever you wanted to say without taking it seriously. well, too bad. i'm a person who always take things seriously.

o2
sometimes i feel that you're trying to hard to be friends with me. just admit that we dont have anything in common except that one thing. and sometimes we just dont have anything to be talked about at all. i just dont like how you keep babbling about non-sense and exaggerating about life. why dont you just be thankful for once?

o3
it's you who always ask me to get my messenger online for you, just for you, especially for you. you got it. but you know what? it's also you who always end the conversation with me first and leave me alone. what's the point of signing in my messenger now?

o4
i dont like being rejected. no, i dont blame you for not taking my offer. i blame myself for giving you the offer. i didnt even know why i did that in the first place. i hate being rejected and that's why i rarely ask people out. i didnt know what got into me that time. this is my little regret which i shouldnt do it again in the future.

I've got a mind boggling, sense numbing, heart pounding, stomach flipping, take-my-breath-away, head-over-heels, knee shaking, daydreaming, butterfly fluttering crush on you.





























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