Thursday, May 22, 2008
this post is going to be totally filled with my rant so it's going to be pointless and wasting time to read. you've been warned.
i am so going to fail CF. after a huge mistake i did on FR paper, i didn't answer half of the questions on CF paper. not that i didn't want to, but i COULDN'T do it. blame my stupid brain. no scratch it. blame my jj-minded brain. i skipped some topics and concentrated on the other but this year's paper was not like i expected. i shouldn't have spotted questions. so yeah, according to my estimation for the time being, it's hard to even reach 34 ;(
2 more to go. IM and FI. quite confident for FI but IM i really don't know. it's a hard subject for me. until now, i'm still not sure what i'm studying in IM. blah. my mock papers? i got 8 out of 100 for IM. ain't i brilliant? i think i should exile myself from cyber world for a week to concentrate on IM, considering the boys are on their hidings, not much to update.
seriously, i don't want to fail any paper!! well, who wants it anyway. i already fail at life. at least don't make me fail it completely. i don't wanna fail in my study ;____;
so after stressing on CF paper, went out with a friend at raffles. we were supposed to meet for dinner but ended up shopping. well, she ended up shopping. i only bought one piece of clothes. i didn't expect her to act like a shopping queen as i've been friends with her since junior high. but good thing, never really spend time like this with her.
it was getting late but she didn't want to go home coz the mrt would be packed with people. so we're spending the time at starbucks.
starbucks guy: hello miss, what would you like to order?
me: ice cafe latte please.
starbucks guy: what size?
me: tall.
starbucks guy: *silence*
seriously what's he doing behind on the other side of the counter? he was like spazzing out =.= i was staring at my wallet waiting for him to tell me the total amount to pay and didn't really realize the spazzing moment until...
starbucks guy: oh! tall ice cafe latte! haha.. yeah..
me: haha...
starbucks guy: *while making my order* ashdbjasdakshdbasd
me: sorry?
starbucks guy: akjsdkjabsjdbajs
me: ??? *still dont catch what he's trying to say*
starbucks girl: aiyoh why does she need to do that? just ignore him please.
starbucks guy: *talks to the girl*
starbucks girl: shut up or i'll throw you with a stapler.
me: *smiles*
starbucks guy: see! she's smiling!
me: *swt*
anyway, talked about random things at starbucks. one more person who doesn't want me to get out of sg. but this one is more sincere than the other two. you know who i mean with the other two XDDDD she said "if you're gone, whom am i gonna hang out with? why dont you look for a job in sg?" she didn't give i-hope-you-fail-so-you'll-repeat-the-subject-and-stay-longer-in-sg attitude. LOL. but all the more reason to stay is she barely has any friends in here. being friends with me for around 9 years, so yeah...
finished watching gossip girl finale episode for season 1!! omg i love this movie series! <33333333333 cant wait for the 2nd season to be released. i'm in love with leighton meester!! well, i adore her <3 i just love the role she's playing in the movie. it was so cool when she kicked the bad girl's ass by saying 'haven't you heard? i'm the crazy bitch around here.' w00t!! XDDDD after that i looked for her pics around the net. she looks better with brunette hair than blond. oh and did i mention that she's only 22
look how pretty she is! <3
how i wish they were together for real! *prays hard*
being random here. jaejoong where art thou? i'm constantly thinking when his whereabout is going to be revealed. not for stalking purpose - as if i could do that - but i'm just so used to know where he is all the time. it's just weird not knowing anything right now, as if something is missing. is he having a good time
I'm shaking at the thought that you're everything I want 11:44 PM
