so you suddenly called me. i knew you were just bored studying all alone outside. you USED to call me when you got bored. not anymore when i turned off my cellphone for 3 whole weeks long. but i guess habit never dies. just now you called me again out of nowhere and talked about random stuff. i forgot the time. i think the phone call lasted for almost an hour? i just remember when my cellphone rang and i looked out of the window the sky was still bright and it was already dark when i hung up. the conversation was quite enjoyable despite the fact that i was still upset about last time. it's been a while since the last time i talked to you so i think that's why there were lots of things to talk about. well, mostly it was just about kpop music and dramas. dunno why suddenly all people i know are getting into korean these days =.=" it's a good thing though. i'm not the only one getting crazy about jaejoong korean here :DD

anyway, so the phone call ended and i continued with whatever i was doing. but then again, after another... 30-45 minutes? you called again. i think i'm just that addicting, eh? ^.~ and there you were, getting all bored again, asking me to go over finding you. but no thanks, i was enjoying my time alone, staring at joongie on my laptop while trying to figure out the present time value of a bond. yeah i know it probably doesnt make any sense at all to whoever reading this. forget it, i was just babbling about CF, which i got failed on mock exam. i wish the final would be FAR MUCH better. back onto the topic. suddenly you asked me about my old blog, why i deleted it. my answer would be i just felt like deleting it. then you asked again if i had been mad at you. what should i answer? of course i said no. i have my pride and i want you to admit the mistake yourself. dont think i would be nice to remind you of what you had done to me. did you really not feel guilty at all after that? that's why i think you're such a spoiled brat.

i dont know if you're really totally clueless about this whole thing or you're just testing me. well, whichever it is, I DONT CARE. since the day you pretended as if i had been invisible to you, i couldn't have cared less anything about you. dont worry, i will still answer your call and reply your sms but nothing more than that. dont ask me out. dont ask me to chat with you online coz i've already blocked you and put your name under my blacklist. dont act like a fucking BBF to me coz you're not and will never be. let's keep some space between you and me, shall we?

i've been resisting to use the word 'we' but ended up using one in the end >.>"" coz with that word referring to you and me as one just sounds that weird to me. i know i'm being such a meanie but that's what you get when you're messing with me. dont blame me for that. if there's someone to be blamed then blame yourself.


the drawing is uber cute!! <3333 is it just me or jae is looking pissed? no idea of what he's doing with the doll. i think he wants his yunho rather than the doll XDDDD
*hands yunho over to jae*

I've got a mind boggling, sense numbing, heart pounding, stomach flipping, take-my-breath-away, head-over-heels, knee shaking, daydreaming, butterfly fluttering crush on you.





























credits to the amazing gpx artists who made this lovely icons~ <3